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After the ending..

They don't always tell you what happens after "The End"... Is there really a happily ever after? Does the frog remain a prince? Does the young girl enjoy being a dutiful princess? Did the shoe really fit the right girl? How are we to know if the so-called "happily ever after" is really happy? We don't know what goes on behind those thick castle walls that block outsiders from looking in. We don't always know whether the evil person really perished or if they might return to take revenge. Sure, a story might end in "...and they all lived happily ever after...". How are we to know how long that "after" lasts? That could simply mean a few days or months. We never know what the next day holds. Anything could happen to change that happily ever after that we hold so dear. Make sure that you know what you want your "after" to consist of. And go make it happen.

Whatever.

Sometimes I wish I was a mean person who could just speak my mind all of the time and stand up to others whenever I pleased. But no, I have to be a nice person who lets others run over me and leave me in the dust. They always outshine me and take credit for things that I do. I never get acknowledged for anything because I don't flaunt my accomplishments around like a stuck-up snob. People that have no care for anyone but themselves really tick me off, and I just don't want to be like that. But sometimes, being kind to others can backfire. We've always been told to be nice to others by our parents, but that doesn't always have the effect that you hope for. Being known as the nice person doesn't get you very far. Sure, people are nice to you and know you as the "nice chick", but they won't hesitate to take advantage of that. They will use your niceness to their benefit to get things they want because they know you aren't very good at saying no. I wish I could just say no more often without feeling mean. Or better yet, I wish I could just be mean. *sigh*

Smart blonde. Oxymoron.

I hate the stereotypical "dumb blonde" theory. Some of the jokes are funny, I will admit. Being a blonde, though, can be degrading. People look at you and automatically assume that you must be STOOPID. Well, not all of us blondes are unintelligent. As a matter of fact, I know a lot of dumb people who happen to have a different hair color. I happen to be a smart blonde, not bragging or trying to come off as conceited or anything. Just saying. And that makes me an oxymoron :) Two things that don't really sound like they should go together. Examples: jumbo shrimp, living dead, seriously funny, clearly confused, original copies, freezer burn... Yea, you get the point. Ha. So being a SMART BLONDE makes me an oxymoron. Woo!!! :) Power to the blondes. That's all I have to say about that.

Hypocrites.

I cannot stand hypocritical people. And you know what? Almost EVERY single one of my friends are hypocritical. Almost all of them.. They say one thing to my face and then something completely different behind my back. They tell me what they think of one person and then act like that person is their bff. They tell me things to keep secret, but when I share my private thoughts they don't think twice about broadcasting those things to whomever they want. They act like I'm their best friend yet, when around certain people, act like I don't even exist. Well, that is not okay. It is not alright at all. I swear, people can be so freaking fake it is ridiculous. I have talked about things like this in previous blogs, and those were based around these same people. It just makes me really mad. If someone wants to be my friend one day and not the next, then just don't be my friend at all. Trust me, I won't miss any of you. I'm sick of the emotional roller-coaster that these people put me through. They just bring down my good days and put me in a bad mood, as you can probably tell. I am normally a highly optimistic person, but the way they act causes me to become negative. And it makes me mad because I hate being in a bad mood. Ugh :/ People.

Oh these times are hard..

So, my boyfriend just moved. It's only an hour away, but that can make for some difficult complications. Hopefully problems don't start to arise because of it. That would make me highly upset. He had to move because of a job.. So this means he will also be working more often, which means less time for me. Yea, I know. It sucks. But hey, he'll be making good money, and from the pictures he has shown me, his new house looks really nice. I was supposed to go see it this past weekend, but he was in a car accident. One thing on top of the other.. He wasn't badly injured or anything (just a few bumps and bruises) thank goodness. So I haven't seen him in..oh, 3 weeks? Yea. He wants me to visit this weekend to see the new house in person and chill with his family. They live like 5 minutes away from the beach, which is a plus. I'm sure everything will be just fine and we can just act as if nothing has changed. Let's hope so at least.

Been a while.

So... I haven't written a blog in a long time. Not that anyone but my friends really read and keep up with it ha. But I love blogging, and I need to start keeping up with it again. I was doing good there for a while. Well, school's almost out. I think we have like 10 days left. And then I will officially be a senior in high school. Kinda crazy, huh? Yup, I know. This year has gone by so fast. Heck, high school has just flown by like crazy! These past three years have blurred together, and I can barely depict what happened at what time. I can't believe that in a year I will be just a handful of days away from graduating. Then I have to plan for college and decide what the heck I want to do with my life. *sigh* This is so depressing/exciting. I'm ready to graduate and experience college life and the real world. Yet I know I will never see half of these people ever again, and that makes me pretty dang sad. I know I will be bawling like a baby at my graduation (waterproof mascara, here I come!). Well, I guess I have a lot to look forward to though. I might post another blog later today, but I just can't think of anything to write at the moment that isn't totally boring. Talk to ya later!!! :)